"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name.
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer be a Capulet." - Juliet Capulet.


Talk about Monday Blues. Total fiasco. My life is officially.. CRAPPIER than ever. I don't know where to start. My morning was okay... until..

I don't get why people can be so overreacting at times. It just doesn't make sense. Who would want to spend a minute to a coordinator's office just because of a stupid pair of earrings, man? That's just absurd! I know you wouldn't want that to happen to you, considering the fact that it's supposed to be not a big deal because you're not really dumb and you know that what you did was wrong, right? I'm not coming clean or anything because it was clear from the start that the moment she sighted my earrings and told me things about it, I knew then that it was wrong. That wearing it was wrong, because she let me sit on the teacher's table on the canteen in front of a whole bunch of people my age! That's just embarrassing. I've never been so embarrassed in my whole existence.

Oh well.. Twas resolved in less than an hour. I said my apologies already, and I hope i'll just forget about it. Cause I really don't want to raise my burden level to it's highest point. I'm pissed enough.

I want gramma back! I want an angel to help me. Can you send me one, God? Or can you just.. take me with you? There are indeed times where in I am in such a hopeless facade that I try to beg God to take me. I bet you find it stupid and ridiculous, but I like doing it because it gives me motivation. And.. whatever.

I like crying, to be honest. Although I don't like showing it to people. It's like a feeling of void in humanity. Honestly, I didn't get what I just typed but I think it totally makes a lot of sense.. *nods*

I was so wasted at school! I was so sleepy. Paula told me to drink water to prevent my eyes to close. And it did. Thanks to her. 

Mom will leave me hanging here. I have to be on my own, but I guess I'm used to it. No new thing regarding that. FREAKIN SPORTSWEAR ATTIRE, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GET IN THE WAY!?!


LALALA. Our exams are moved on the last week of February. Bummer. I'm still searching for it's positive side.. Maybe we'll get to have an earlier vacation?! What about my birthday? Total bummer.

STUPID NAT. I hate you to death.

Life... is crap.

May the force be with you. I have to do a whole bunch of things. Fccckrr.

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.

"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name.
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer be a Capulet." - Juliet Capulet.


Talk about Monday Blues. Total fiasco. My life is officially.. CRAPPIER than ever. I don't know where to start. My morning was okay... until..

I don't get why people can be so overreacting at times. It just doesn't make sense. Who would want to spend a minute to a coordinator's office just because of a stupid pair of earrings, man? That's just absurd! I know you wouldn't want that to happen to you, considering the fact that it's supposed to be not a big deal because you're not really dumb and you know that what you did was wrong, right? I'm not coming clean or anything because it was clear from the start that the moment she sighted my earrings and told me things about it, I knew then that it was wrong. That wearing it was wrong, because she let me sit on the teacher's table on the canteen in front of a whole bunch of people my age! That's just embarrassing. I've never been so embarrassed in my whole existence.

Oh well.. Twas resolved in less than an hour. I said my apologies already, and I hope i'll just forget about it. Cause I really don't want to raise my burden level to it's highest point. I'm pissed enough.

I want gramma back! I want an angel to help me. Can you send me one, God? Or can you just.. take me with you? There are indeed times where in I am in such a hopeless facade that I try to beg God to take me. I bet you find it stupid and ridiculous, but I like doing it because it gives me motivation. And.. whatever.

I like crying, to be honest. Although I don't like showing it to people. It's like a feeling of void in humanity. Honestly, I didn't get what I just typed but I think it totally makes a lot of sense.. *nods*

I was so wasted at school! I was so sleepy. Paula told me to drink water to prevent my eyes to close. And it did. Thanks to her. 

Mom will leave me hanging here. I have to be on my own, but I guess I'm used to it. No new thing regarding that. FREAKIN SPORTSWEAR ATTIRE, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GET IN THE WAY!?!


LALALA. Our exams are moved on the last week of February. Bummer. I'm still searching for it's positive side.. Maybe we'll get to have an earlier vacation?! What about my birthday? Total bummer.

STUPID NAT. I hate you to death.

Life... is crap.

May the force be with you. I have to do a whole bunch of things. Fccckrr.

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.