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what could have been.
Written at Sunday, June 28, 2009 | back to top

It's a Sunday! Haha, and I did nothing except for my oral comm. in Ela. I was about to do the homework in Business Math but I didn't get it that's why I decided to do it in school tomorrow. Yes, on a rush :)

I haven't even cleaned my room yet. I wasn't in the mood to do the cleaning. I was busy doing things here on the net. Haha. Bad girl. Yes, I know. :D

Uh, I soooo detest that guy. He's so shallow. He saw a pretty girl on FS and WTF he doesn't even know the girl personally. He told the girl how beautiful she is and that really caught me off-guard. He just proved me RIGHT with what his batchmates are telling me about him. Flirt. Really. A big one. Geez. And to think I even defended him back then. Whatever.

I was glad and proud of myself because I've finally set my goals this school year. I shared them with Kristine. But I'm not going to share it here because someone might read this and I'll be dead. So.. yep. I've finally made up my mind and I'm just hoping that I'd do the right decisions this year. :)

Rk just made me his featured friend! Haha, so He's my featured friend too. :) Wee.

I still miss Ftalk for reals. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. >.<

Good night, cyberworld :D

xoxo,
Wendy
fridayyy mornings and wtf.
Written at Friday, June 26, 2009 | back to top

tagalog mode.

may sakit ako, pero pumasok pa rin ako. ewan ko ba, di ko lang ata kayang umabsent. ayun, nung magFifilipino na, debate time, namumutla daw akong parang patay. WTFWTF sa sobrang ubo.

honestly, hindi ko maintindihan. pag umuubo ako, ang sakit sa tiyan. bakit ganun? tinatrangkaso nga ata ako. ah1n1 na nga ba to?

so anyway, nagpunta kong clinic para manghingi ng gamot. kinuha yung temperature ko and damn -> 37.6. sa totoo lang, ang baba pa niyan, pero pinapauwi talaga ako. ayoko ngang umuwi! grrr. coughs lang naman e, tingin ko, hindi ko na kailangan pang umuwi, kasi nga coughs lang. and besides, di naman masakit ulo ko.

mayamaya pa, dumating sina lois at james. si lois may sakit. pati rin pala si james, may sakit kahapon. grabe nga, 19 ang absent sa kanila. 14 daw sa fleming, 4 sa amin at 2 sa lamarck. grabe na to. sobrang kalat ng ka-achuchuhan na sakit.

nung kinunan temperature ni lois, 38.5. edi pinauwi rin siya! wahaha. pero hindi pa kami umuwi nun. humiga kami sa mga kama sa clinic at nagkunwaring matulog para.. wala lang. baka sakaling bumaba yung lagnat. pero okay naman din.

after nun, lumabas ako ng clinic, nagpunta kong court. nandun ang lamarck at fleming. kita ko sila bok. tapos yun, chumuchu na ko. sinabi ko na yun nga.. uuwi ako. kulet nga nila e. haha. ayaw din ako pauwiin. saya lang.

tas pagbalik ko, nagulat ako.. si roger nakaupo sa higaan! tinanong ko kung may lagnat siya.. tas um-oo siya. hinawakan ko leeg niya -> TAE SOBRANG INET! adeek nga e, nag-iinit daw loob ng mukha niya.. bago yun ah! hahaha.

nung chineck din temp. niya.. ayun, 39.5 ata? grabe nag-aapoy. papauwiin din siya.
habang hinihintay mga sundo namin.. humiga na lang kami dun sa dalawang kama. sa isa, si lois. dun naman sa isa, kami ni roger.. tabing matulog. tas kwentuhan tungkol sa prolific dati. kakatuwa. alala pa namin ang lahat ng nangyari. ingay nga namin dun e. kwentong prolificians nga daw.

tas mayamaya pa may dumating na isang tipaklong.. si renz! gulat kami kasi apat na kaming prolifician dun. masakit daw ulo niya, pero hindi siya nilalagnat. kaya di siya pinauwi. puno nga ng energy e. kung anu-anong ginagawa. humihiga sa kabilang kama, tumutuwad.. gawaing renz kumbaga! sanay na kami. haha. sus naman.

yun nga. pinainom siya ng gamot. tapos di nga ko pinapansin pag nagtatanong ako e! nagtatampo ako. haha, pero alam ko namang trip lang niya yun para mang-asar. pag nagagalit ako dun, mauupset yun. adeek yun e.

after niyang uminom, humiga ulet siya. tas kung anu-ano ginawa na naman. gawaing renz talaga. haha! :D tas yun na nga, bigla nang umalis.. classes na ng lamarck e.

kami ulet tatlo naiwan. kwentuhan ulet.. hanggang sa nung nagsawa na, halos makatulog na ko.. binato ako ng unan ni lois! muntae eh! haha.. istorbo. tas batuhan kami ng panyo. tas si roger soooper tulog. taas lagnat e.

kinunan nga ulet sila ng temp. ako hindi. unfairr! hmf. haha. sa bagay ubo nga lang naman. tas yun, kunwari tulog ako, tas inisan parin kami ni lois.. si roger tulog na tulog.

after awhile, dumating na sundo ni roger. tas si lois din, mama niya nagpunta sa school. how sad ako na lang natira. kaya umakyat na din ako.. math na nga e. pero ala si teacher Roda. may pinasagutan lang ata. ayun. di ko sinagutan. kasi bababa na din daw naman after a few minutes dahil nga sa recognition.. haha, yun nga! :D nagring ung bell.. edi babaan din. tas recognition na!

nag-intermission sila Caryl! galing sumayaw grabe! haha wayup!
yung mga sumayaw din ng jai ho. . galing :))

tas akyat na naman. kala ko uwian na kaya punta kong locker kagad. nakasalubong ko pa si julysse. parinig ever na naman ako. kulet nga niya e. hahaha! :D:D tas nakasalubong ko si teacher malou.. tapos yun sinabi ko na ganun nga, di ako sanay sa clve ngaun and blahblahblah. chuchu na sunod.

tas pagpasok ko ng room, gulat ako. p.e pa pala for 10 minutes. may pinasulat si t.beth pero di ko sinulat. ala lang ayaw ko lang. kokopya na lang ako kay dudung hahaha. w/e.

nung dismissal diretcho baba syempre. tambay kasama sila grench, keemay, rosh basta yung mga tao. tas biruan tungkol sa susuotin ko sa january pag rumampa na. adeek talaga. hahaha. :D nakakatol tong mga to. XD tawa kami ng tawa.

tas kwentuhan kami ni czar at kaye about stuff. haha. tawa e.

biglang dumating si gideon.. tinabihan si kaye. alis ako e! haha. sweeet. lol. tas syempre mas sumaya dahil kei jonas at gideon. haha tongkat ali kapatid ni muhammad ali. nakakatol din tong mga to.

tas yun na nga hahaha ala lang. share ko lang.
may ah1n1 na daw sa first year. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa go lang.

sakit nga talaga ng tiyan ko pag-umuubo ^^


ps: pagaleng tayo lahat batchmates ko. mwahmwah 36 ata o something ang absent sa buong batch. grabe nu? record toh..

xoxo,
wendy
sicksicksick. shocked?
Written at Tuesday, June 23, 2009 | back to top

June 24, 2009 -> No classes today. Wipeee! Or not. I was so damn ready to take the first Math quiz and now it's postponed - again. I'm afraid that it will drain all of the things I reviewed about. Screw me. No, screw the weather.

I hate it. The weather always changes. At first it was raining and now it's hot. Climate change, I guess. It's signal number 2 here in Cavite that's why classes are canceled.

I'm sick. Got sore throat and been coughing spontaneously. It's killing me. I really hate it because whenever I cough, my throat would hurt. And I took Biogesic already for my headache and thank God it's gone now. Now I feel much better. I guess.

I guess I still am shocked of what happened yesterday. Mwahaha. I have 6 months more to go before January. And I am going to use that time wisely by preparing myself. I need to have a clean and relaxed mind before it all gets worse. Or whatever.

Just updating because there's nothing else left to do. And I'm worried sick of all the people that's sick like me. Like him.

love,
wendy.
never even thought it'll be possible.
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okaay, so we just finished electing our class officers earlier at school and WTF i don't even know what went to my classmates head but they elected me as their class muse. WTFWTF yeah I know.. eew right?

First and foremost, I think I am still not ready. To face everyone. To face every human being in highschool and tell them my thoughts about things or yeaaaaaaaaah whatever. Who cares though?

Everyone cares.

I don't wanna be a burden to my batch. It's been 4 years already of sheer happiness. tuloy tuloy na nananalo ang mga muse sa batch. And what am I saying? yes, overall champions.

I can't even picture out myself doing that. Gaaaaaaaaaa. what the hell? Maan, did I just made the right decision or will this decision have a big effect on me as an individual?

Honestly, I don't really know. I don't know what's in store for me this year. Am I going to make a fool out of myself? It's never too late to back out, right? But then again.. I don't want to be named as the girl who doesn't believe in herself. That's my own weakness and I want to prove myself wrong.

And besides, they're all relying on me with this. I don't want to disappoint anyone. So.. yeah. I have to do this. I have to do my best.

Whatever. Shit. I sooooo hate you Marc Hernandez. Why'd you have to say "I nominate Wednesday Marual as the muse."? Oh dang. Oh well. I said yes already. Yeaaah. Haha. I have to believe in myself from now on. Or.. whatever. Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.


Cheers for me? And for everyone else who's got a sick ass like I do.


love,
wendy :D
schooltime, faggggsss Dx/xD
Written at Saturday, June 20, 2009 | back to top

It's a Saturday! I am sooooo blessed! LOL, what will happen to the world if we still go to school on weekends? Dang it. I am so stressed. I'm having a headache *gasps* Ah1n1? Haha. >.<

First week of classes. Tss. What a drag. I had fun though. I love my seatmates. Argie is so funny. Hahahaha :D and Dhyrell's such a wimp. I pity him, kasi lagi ko siyang binabatukan.

I am in love with my section. Hoho, wtf am I saying? But no. really, seriously. I am. We do stupid things together and we don't care if we get embarrassed. Same thing goes with life. Act shit, talk shit, be like a shit.. Uhhh. what am I sayingggg?

We played Pass the message in the middle of the court, where the logo is placed. Haha, poor Rodel. kinawawa lang. >>>.<<<

Marc my honeypumpkin is funnyyyyy. ang saya ng section dahil sa kanyaaa. :D

aw, let's pray for Caryl by the way. I hope she's okay.

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I really hate it when people seek for other people to like just for the sake of having someone to like. You don't have to prove someone that you've moved on to a situation because you want them to think you're strong. What the hell, you're all wrong, honeyy. Life isn't all about who's the toughest, life is all about who's strong enough to accept life's imperfections. imperfections itself.

I also.. think that.. well, we're still not ok? I don't know. I've had a fight with her on friendster saying harsh things. And I regret doing that. I guess I was so fucked up before that I made a mess of myself. I've always wanted to bring back the closeness we had before that situation happened. I miss her. Really. She is my friend, even though it was still in Kindergarten. It will alwyas remain and therefore be a part of me.

Anyway, what am I going to do with TLE? Czar has her design printed already. It's Spongebob, Nyahahaha! I have mine, it's Jack Skellington but I'm going to find another one on the site that he gave me. There are a lot of goodies out there. Hohooooo XD

I miss Chelda, her "ka-gman" and all. Same with Jelyn. and Abby. and Sayuri. and Bi. and Merey. and Gia. AND OF COURSE HOW WILL I EVER FORGET MY DEAREST BESTFRIEND MIKEE? who's got the flu now, by the way. get well soon, suckerrr. I miss you to deathhhh.

I also miss.. of course Lois (I don't have anyone to talk about GM stuff anymore >.<>, James Banagua (what the hell, did I mention his name?) RENZ LOUIS C. MENDOZA -- the way he cracks jokes, the way he tells perverted things, the way he jokes around people, the way he tells me stupid things, the way he dances like a retard and the way he acts like a retard. WTH, nostalgia? Fuggg it. I miss DALTON >.<

I miss Grench of course, it's his birthday today! Tanannnn. Happy birthday to you! 3 in 1 plus 1 happy kaarawan :D good thing we still find time to hang out during breaks and vacant times. Same with the people I mentioned above.

Zeki's got a new crushhh. Booyeaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

I really hate it.. pag tinatarayan ako ng lalaki. WTH, bakla ka ba? chorva mo! Eklabooo ka. kala mo cute ka. pakyut. PAKYUt. XDD

Argie's sooo funny. Hahahaha. w/e.

What else?

Oh yeah. Can't wait for Transformers 2. Megan Fox is HOT - ALL CAPS! :D

haha. XD Happy fathers day to my daddyyyyyyy. :D Lalalalurrvve. Love ye dad. For real.

and I miss DAIXEEEEE MAE! AND MAMEH JEMMIE AND ALL OF MY FTALK BUDDIES. ILY GUYS TO DEATHHH. and i miss you all >.<>


I love you tangerine. Hahaaa. wtfh, i still do? martyrrrrr. go to hell, wendaaanggg ^^



xoxo,
wendy XD
what the..
Written at Friday, June 12, 2009 | back to top

I can't believe I read something and.. whoa, could she slow down for a minute?
I don't want to say anything anymore.. she'll probably read this anyway.

Dude, thanks for stealing.. :D

anyway, yeah. it's a Saturday and I fckin wanna go to school already! I wanna see my friends, LOL friends? yeah of course. My mom's asking me to go with her to shop for house stuff and I think we'll go to ate Kristine and Tito Kris' home because apparently ate Kristine's gramma died. (condolence :[) and.. yeah. so i'm stuck her in my mom's room with my striped dress and leggings. Omo.

I finished printing all of the things I need to print. achievement? oh yeah.

I don't have load again. WTF WTF WTF
I wanna text people. gimme load? haha. w/e.

just updating, btw. been inactive here. really sorry.
just updating.
Written at Tuesday, June 9, 2009 | back to top

oh well, it's been awhile since i last updated my blog.. yeah, talk about laziness. i just don't feel like typing long paragraphs containing some details about my life. Not that I need to. but now, here I am again -- blabbing about practically anything I can blab about.

It's two days more to go before the starting of classes. I am excited. Well, kind of.. in a way. I still don't want to go to school to study, but then again.. that's much better than doing nothing here inside the house.

i left Friendstertalk University already. i thought hard about this. i don't want to disappoint daiz or anyone else. but i really feel like i need to. i have to widen my connections. or whatever you call it. i just wanna meet new friends. and.. i think that's what i needed to do. daiz and ate yunish are okay with it. thank God.

i submitted a request on an egroup named Rockstars. Celine's there, so hopefully i wouldn't be bummed out or what. :] hopefully.

whoa, what else is there to say?

hmm.. i feel like a loser. i kind of got stucked regarding this situation. i'm so confused, it's so.. weird. it's been 2 years since the thing and i still dream about him. what the hell is wrong with me?

gaaa. i miss my friends. >.<

well anyway, i'm stuck here in my room, listening to Paramore's songs, and it's so hot! The fan's here, near with me. Isn't it funny to think that yesterday was rainy and now.. it's just so freakin' hot? hmm.. haha, irony, i guess.

so i guess i'm finished blabbing already.. well since I can't think of anything to blab about anymore. hahaha, see you soon, DLA peeps.

lotsaluv,
wendy.
MTV Movie Awards 2009
Written at Tuesday, June 2, 2009 | back to top

I watched the MTV Movie Awards 2009 last night on the Ps3 (we downloaded it on bittorrent and then saved it on the USB and then played it on the ps3. ye dig?) and.. well, twas really hilarious. Twilight ruled and got most of the awards which really bothered me because I seriously think that the movie SUCKED.. The Harry Potter movie adaptation was way better (okay, I know it's dumb of me to compare two books with different genres but.. My point is.. the HP movies are amazing, to think it came from J.K Rowling's books. And the Twilight Movie is.. ugh. I don't wanna say anything anymore. So I'll just shut the hell up now.)

Eminem got pissed LOL but i think it was faked. And Kristen Stewart dropped her popcorn trophy while taking her speech and i think that was faked too.. I don't know, I can't be sure if she did it on purpose or it was the cocaine kickin' in. (peace to all TWILIGHT fans there.)

There was a Transformers 2 sneak peek and.. maaan, that was awesome! I can't wait for it. The Decepticons will win against the Autobots. Haha, I'm such a fuggin' spoiler..

Oh, and they showed the New Moon trailer too. And yeah, I do admit, It was better than the first. It has all of these great effects unlike the first one. And that's awesome, right? Taylor Lautner's got a hot body now, thanks to Gym. And Robert Pattinson has a few scenes here. Which will make the movie a whole LESS cheesier.. Haha. :)