This is my 90th post. It's kind of late right now, considering the fact that i'm still awake. I don't know. Marami kasi akong iniisip.

Wala na kami.

Ewan. Yeah. Yep. Oo. Single ulit ang lola mo. Single at hindi handang saluhin. Wala. Waiting in vain. Mag-isa.

I am sooo going to miss Enzo. For real. Pero, it's much better na lang siguro to keep things like this kaysa naman patuloy naming masaktan ang isa't isa. Right, babe?

Yun. Mahirap nga. Siyempre. There would be people na magsasalita. Mag-iingay at gagawa ng kwento. Kesyo tanga kasi ako, kesyo blahblah. Something like that. I mean.. I barely care. I don't really care. Hindi naman nila alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon. Masakit. Ang sakit sakit. Ang sakit mawalay sa kanya. Pero kailangan. Kasi.. hindi na tama.

Kasi sa bawat pagsasama namin, alam kong may mali. Kasi mali lahat. And the only way to keep things right is yun, if we end it, right then and there.

I will move on, I swear. I will love him still, pero I know.. Kung kami talaga, kami talaga. Diba? Ayoko na kasi masyado mag-iiyak. Pero I did cry. Wasn't expecting it, either. It was a bit frustrating. Pero.. Ayun, ganun talaga e. Hindi ba?

November 16th. Mark your calendars.

I was able to talk with Shii pa nga. Good thing I have a very helpful (ano daw?) ex. Angel Reggie texted too. And dude. Ayuun, nag-open up ako. Twas really hard. Pero.. Ganun talaga. I needed time to breathe.

And if you're reading this. Again, I'm really sorry. I love you so much. And I'll be happy. :)


Alam ko namang para saming dalawa rin to. Nahihirapan na siya. Ako rin. Tama na muna, diba?

-wendy.

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.

This is my 90th post. It's kind of late right now, considering the fact that i'm still awake. I don't know. Marami kasi akong iniisip.

Wala na kami.

Ewan. Yeah. Yep. Oo. Single ulit ang lola mo. Single at hindi handang saluhin. Wala. Waiting in vain. Mag-isa.

I am sooo going to miss Enzo. For real. Pero, it's much better na lang siguro to keep things like this kaysa naman patuloy naming masaktan ang isa't isa. Right, babe?

Yun. Mahirap nga. Siyempre. There would be people na magsasalita. Mag-iingay at gagawa ng kwento. Kesyo tanga kasi ako, kesyo blahblah. Something like that. I mean.. I barely care. I don't really care. Hindi naman nila alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon. Masakit. Ang sakit sakit. Ang sakit mawalay sa kanya. Pero kailangan. Kasi.. hindi na tama.

Kasi sa bawat pagsasama namin, alam kong may mali. Kasi mali lahat. And the only way to keep things right is yun, if we end it, right then and there.

I will move on, I swear. I will love him still, pero I know.. Kung kami talaga, kami talaga. Diba? Ayoko na kasi masyado mag-iiyak. Pero I did cry. Wasn't expecting it, either. It was a bit frustrating. Pero.. Ayun, ganun talaga e. Hindi ba?

November 16th. Mark your calendars.

I was able to talk with Shii pa nga. Good thing I have a very helpful (ano daw?) ex. Angel Reggie texted too. And dude. Ayuun, nag-open up ako. Twas really hard. Pero.. Ganun talaga. I needed time to breathe.

And if you're reading this. Again, I'm really sorry. I love you so much. And I'll be happy. :)


Alam ko namang para saming dalawa rin to. Nahihirapan na siya. Ako rin. Tama na muna, diba?

-wendy.

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.