Blogging again. And now I'm crying.
And no, I mean it... I am crying while typing this. The keyboard's blurring out as tears start to flow in my eyes. :(

I want to die.

No, really. I want to die. God please take me away. Please. I want to be with you. I want to be gone. It's either suicide, or running away.

Too much burden inside of me. I can't control it now, it doesn't feel healthy anymore. I really pity myself because of this. I don't want people to see me this way but I guess I can't hide it anymore. I'm crying, still trying to understand everything... Yet I can't.

Lord, I need your wisdom for me to understand this. :((

I know there are lots of problems to deal with right now. But it's just that... I don't get it at all. :|| I don't get why they have to be so unreasonable and stuff. I don't get why people have to really be hurt just to see what it's like. Speaks from experience.

God take me away. I can't... stand this anymore. I feel like dying. YES. I am being too emotional but I don't give a fck of what you think because it won't really matter anymore. I am the only one who's in hold of my feelings and If you're in my shoes then you would feel the same too.

I just.... wanna die. Please.

It's suicide, or running away.

Wish me luck in picking the right option. :|


-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.

Blogging again. And now I'm crying.
And no, I mean it... I am crying while typing this. The keyboard's blurring out as tears start to flow in my eyes. :(

I want to die.

No, really. I want to die. God please take me away. Please. I want to be with you. I want to be gone. It's either suicide, or running away.

Too much burden inside of me. I can't control it now, it doesn't feel healthy anymore. I really pity myself because of this. I don't want people to see me this way but I guess I can't hide it anymore. I'm crying, still trying to understand everything... Yet I can't.

Lord, I need your wisdom for me to understand this. :((

I know there are lots of problems to deal with right now. But it's just that... I don't get it at all. :|| I don't get why they have to be so unreasonable and stuff. I don't get why people have to really be hurt just to see what it's like. Speaks from experience.

God take me away. I can't... stand this anymore. I feel like dying. YES. I am being too emotional but I don't give a fck of what you think because it won't really matter anymore. I am the only one who's in hold of my feelings and If you're in my shoes then you would feel the same too.

I just.... wanna die. Please.

It's suicide, or running away.

Wish me luck in picking the right option. :|


-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.