This is my biggest regret so far.

To fall in love with another guy when you're in love and committed. I feel so guilty. I feel so... hopeless. I really really miss Enzo. And that I hope he could forgive me if he reads this. I'm just a girl who couldn't seem to feel contentment. But then I realized, that Enzo's been there when I was down, he was always there and he never fails to make me happy. But why am I still craving for more? I don't deserve him, if you really think about it. That's why i'm asking for forgiveness. Because I know, he'll get hurt.

-- I was right the whole time. This is a big mistake. :(

Anyway, I don't like thinking about it.. Could we move and just talk about tha happenings today?

Second Periodical Test.
- Math and TLE.

Boom. Math part 1 was easy. I'll get mistakes from being careless, I suppose. I still can't be sure, though. Well I hope i'll have a great score. Math part 2 was easyyy (kind of) especially the first part. I had a really severe headache due to the problems at the last part. Crazy Math, how come you have a lot of problems? I bet if you were human, you'd probably commit suicide right now for having so much problems to deal with. Neeh, kidding.

TLE was - O_O
Oh Lord, I don't want to get a failing grade. But now it seems like it. Never really studied well. I focused on Math and TLE was all about memorization and stuff, and I can't assure you that i'm good at that, it's just that I thought it'll be really easy. But damn, it wasn't really what I was expecting it to be.

"Ang hirap naman nito, Uwi na nga akong Davao." - Wilson.

After the test, I waited for my service only to find out that they left me. Daaang. So I just escaped from the distinct eyes of our school guards and went home with Caryl, Rk, Johnly and Jen Riel. We were supposed to take the tricycle but I figured that it would be more fun if we'll walk and feel the heat that's been going on in the Philippines. To my surprise, it was really, really HOT. Maan.

I felt tired while walking, and they were making fun of me. Daaamn it. It was fun.. Until I received this text message from *toot* saying stuff about.. Ugh. Something. Argh. Can I be a little honest? I'm actually feeling guilty right now, because I've reciprocated to what he was showing me. It was obvious from the start that what we had wasn't really serious yet I can't seem to stop myself from falling. And yes, I did. Now I won't confuse myself. Because I know.. That what was going on between us, is just a pretty little fairytale I've always wished on dreaming.

Enough about the drama. I've dealt about too much drama lately and I guess that's enough for me to think about my priorities and set aside my options.

I really really miss Enzo. And I really want him back. :(

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Gotta go study. ELA and CLVE tomorrow. Wish me luck. Fingers crossed.


-wendy.

This is my biggest regret so far.

To fall in love with another guy when you're in love and committed. I feel so guilty. I feel so... hopeless. I really really miss Enzo. And that I hope he could forgive me if he reads this. I'm just a girl who couldn't seem to feel contentment. But then I realized, that Enzo's been there when I was down, he was always there and he never fails to make me happy. But why am I still craving for more? I don't deserve him, if you really think about it. That's why i'm asking for forgiveness. Because I know, he'll get hurt.

-- I was right the whole time. This is a big mistake. :(

Anyway, I don't like thinking about it.. Could we move and just talk about tha happenings today?

Second Periodical Test.
- Math and TLE.

Boom. Math part 1 was easy. I'll get mistakes from being careless, I suppose. I still can't be sure, though. Well I hope i'll have a great score. Math part 2 was easyyy (kind of) especially the first part. I had a really severe headache due to the problems at the last part. Crazy Math, how come you have a lot of problems? I bet if you were human, you'd probably commit suicide right now for having so much problems to deal with. Neeh, kidding.

TLE was - O_O
Oh Lord, I don't want to get a failing grade. But now it seems like it. Never really studied well. I focused on Math and TLE was all about memorization and stuff, and I can't assure you that i'm good at that, it's just that I thought it'll be really easy. But damn, it wasn't really what I was expecting it to be.

"Ang hirap naman nito, Uwi na nga akong Davao." - Wilson.

After the test, I waited for my service only to find out that they left me. Daaang. So I just escaped from the distinct eyes of our school guards and went home with Caryl, Rk, Johnly and Jen Riel. We were supposed to take the tricycle but I figured that it would be more fun if we'll walk and feel the heat that's been going on in the Philippines. To my surprise, it was really, really HOT. Maan.

I felt tired while walking, and they were making fun of me. Daaamn it. It was fun.. Until I received this text message from *toot* saying stuff about.. Ugh. Something. Argh. Can I be a little honest? I'm actually feeling guilty right now, because I've reciprocated to what he was showing me. It was obvious from the start that what we had wasn't really serious yet I can't seem to stop myself from falling. And yes, I did. Now I won't confuse myself. Because I know.. That what was going on between us, is just a pretty little fairytale I've always wished on dreaming.

Enough about the drama. I've dealt about too much drama lately and I guess that's enough for me to think about my priorities and set aside my options.

I really really miss Enzo. And I really want him back. :(

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Gotta go study. ELA and CLVE tomorrow. Wish me luck. Fingers crossed.


-wendy.