Things at home aren't still turning out the way I want it to be. A total chaos, and I'm so tired of it. I don't like staying at home, to be honest. I don't like seeing these kind of people who never even considered my feelings even for just a fraction of a second. It really feels unhealthy, if you ask me.

Anyway, even though it's not working out, I'd still have to hold on to this little hope that says that everything will be fine. Yet I still want to cry. I never knew that this can be so much painful. I am so tired of pain.

Good thing that things at school are okay. More than okay, actually. I'm loving my grades. My exam in Math's a blessing. I got a 90%. Imagine that? Whew. And Sir Reymer already announced our grade in the card and good thing my grade (88) retained. Most of my classmates were devastated by the result. I call these the "other" side of the blessings. :)

I really promise to make it up to this quarter. I really want to be an awardee cause maybe that's my only hope to finally convince them to stay. I hope so.

November 4 - Our third monthsary.

He gave me Paramore's new album, "Brand New Eyes". It was epic. I really thank him, cause i've been dying to have that. Well atleast God gave me a super nice boyfriend. I couldn't thank the Guy enough for giving me someone like him. It's truly a blessing.

Yet I somehow.. I'm feeling... A little bit guilty? - again.

iono. It feels that way. I'm doing something wrong, yet it feels so much right. :| Argh. Change topic. Mwuahahaha.

Things with my friends are great too, I guess. No major problems, And I still love my friends for always being there. I had this pasa in my left knee cause Kuya Seph closed the door when I was running towards it, and boom... You get the picture na. Nag-collide kami ng pintuan. Ouch.

Whew. That's it. I just wanted to let you know that i'm still alive after a long time of abandoning this blog. I am soooo... what word is that again? melancholic.

Life.. Life is never fair.


-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.

Things at home aren't still turning out the way I want it to be. A total chaos, and I'm so tired of it. I don't like staying at home, to be honest. I don't like seeing these kind of people who never even considered my feelings even for just a fraction of a second. It really feels unhealthy, if you ask me.

Anyway, even though it's not working out, I'd still have to hold on to this little hope that says that everything will be fine. Yet I still want to cry. I never knew that this can be so much painful. I am so tired of pain.

Good thing that things at school are okay. More than okay, actually. I'm loving my grades. My exam in Math's a blessing. I got a 90%. Imagine that? Whew. And Sir Reymer already announced our grade in the card and good thing my grade (88) retained. Most of my classmates were devastated by the result. I call these the "other" side of the blessings. :)

I really promise to make it up to this quarter. I really want to be an awardee cause maybe that's my only hope to finally convince them to stay. I hope so.

November 4 - Our third monthsary.

He gave me Paramore's new album, "Brand New Eyes". It was epic. I really thank him, cause i've been dying to have that. Well atleast God gave me a super nice boyfriend. I couldn't thank the Guy enough for giving me someone like him. It's truly a blessing.

Yet I somehow.. I'm feeling... A little bit guilty? - again.

iono. It feels that way. I'm doing something wrong, yet it feels so much right. :| Argh. Change topic. Mwuahahaha.

Things with my friends are great too, I guess. No major problems, And I still love my friends for always being there. I had this pasa in my left knee cause Kuya Seph closed the door when I was running towards it, and boom... You get the picture na. Nag-collide kami ng pintuan. Ouch.

Whew. That's it. I just wanted to let you know that i'm still alive after a long time of abandoning this blog. I am soooo... what word is that again? melancholic.

Life.. Life is never fair.


-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.