"I love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."
I've been in a state of depression - I won't say that It's frequent but i'm pretty sure that I bumped into that situation. It may only happen rarely, but yet again, the pain will always be there.
And still, there's always going to be that someone who will take away the pain, thus replace it with deep love and affection. I found it now, I've been looking for it for quite a long time now. And finally.. it's here.
in short, taken na ako! :D
haha. and with whom, you ask?
the guy who I call my vampire. <3
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Shortened lang kami ngayon. Haha. So medyo bitin nga ang oras para makisalamuha pa with mendelites and him :) Though sinamahan naman niya ako sa locker kanina. XD tapos nung uwian din, magkasama kami. :D nakakatuwa lang. Kasi pag kasama ko siya, feeling ko ang gaan ng feeling. Yun bang parang, no worries and all nga? Know that kind of feeling? Yeaaaah. Something like that. I'm really glad, kasi yun.. I find him sincere naman and devoted to what he was doing.
Anyway. Nung lunch, kasama ko yung mga girls. Di ako nagbaon, so I had to really buy or else I'll be left starved to death. And we were talking about whether or not sasagutin ko na ba. Sabi nila, patagalin pa daw. Just to see if he's really serious nga. I agreed naman since that's like.. the only way para malaman if he's really sincere and to avoid severe heart aches na din in the end.
Pero the activity in RHGP really left me slack-jawed. It was about those 6 persons daw who are very important to you. You have to write them on a piece of paper. Later on, Sir Glenn read a story, tapos sabi dun, ilagay daw namin sarili namin sa sitwasyon na yun. What if may boat and you have to choose 1 person lang na makasama, kasi nga hindi na daw kasya or kaya or what nung boat. So I picked my mom, siyempre.
After nun, we passed the piece of paper tapos sinabi na ni Sir Glenn yung ineexpect niyang marealize namen na life is too short daw and we really have to make the most out of it. If we love a person, we should tell it and waste no time and making them feel how special they are. So then, it struck me. I had to tell him something. I consulted my bestfriend Czar about this and sabi niya, sagutin ko na daw. Kasi nga he's sincere naman and all. So.. yun.
Nagpatulong na din ako kay TK para makahanp ng biscuits na bilog, gagayahin ko dapat yung sa oreo. Haha. :D pero wala din e, kayaa I had to find an alternative para sabihin sa kanya yung.. tungkol dun..
Nasabi ko rin and.. pooof. kami na ngaaaa. <3
Nung umuwi na siya, he said his "words" and after he said his goodbye, nagpunta ko dun sa kabilang parking lot, tapos naiwan ako ng service! Good thing andyan pa si Jelyn so nagpahatid na rin ako sa kanya. Baet talaga ng dad nun. Hahaaa. Ayun :D
so much with that :)