Been really tired with things. Like the campaign, for example. I know I missed a lot of discussion and lectures between those subjects that I wasn't able to attend. And I secretly hate it, because then I would have to catch up with those and it'll make me restless again.
It then bumped into my mind, am I really making the right decision? To run as the level rep or is this just another waste of time? I know I sound really absurd, but I just want to make sure that I won't regret this in the end. Though I probably will - let's just see and wait for the results. (fingers crossed for me.)
I know I'll fail in the test in Math. I know I will. I can sense it. And it's not the Determinants i'm worried about, it's the elimination method. Boo, I forgot how to do it and stuff, so i'm probably going to get a failing grade. Damn, I don't waaaaaaaaaant toooooooo. >.<
Tired with dealing with this predicament I've been bearing since he told me the thing. And... well, yeah it did hurt but, guess i'm used to it already.
Happy 16th birthday Sayuri! :D
love,wendy