Busy day. I actually have loads of things to share... But, if you only know how sleepy I am right now.. You would understand, right? I was just blogging because I felt like I have to share something, at the very least.. I hate seeing the battery level in the right side of this laptop.. 15 minutes to go and i'm off..

Okay, so everyone knows how much I love to eat, right? Piggin' out is my hobby.. I ate a lot of foodddd, XD I have to gain weight! :(

I felt upset.. I was slowly hurting him.. It sucks. I feel guilty. I mean, I should've known it from the start. But It's just that.. I didn't think it would be a big issue. :( What am I going to do with my guy friends? They like.. own a piece of me..

But of course, HE owns the half of me..

I'm torn.. I'm sick.. I feel like fainting..

I feel like sleeping, and be present in a sweet dream, where in worries are not allowed.. I just don't want to think that, I'm slowly losing myself in this situation. I have to get rid of this out of my system because it won't do me well...

and then.. there was this conversation with Bi.. that I would never share. Curious? No, not a chance. I'm sorry. Well I was just sharing that the convo I had with Bi was very... sensitive. I have to find myself. I have to find out what I really want. fast. Damn.

Busy day. I actually have loads of things to share... But, if you only know how sleepy I am right now.. You would understand, right? I was just blogging because I felt like I have to share something, at the very least.. I hate seeing the battery level in the right side of this laptop.. 15 minutes to go and i'm off..

Okay, so everyone knows how much I love to eat, right? Piggin' out is my hobby.. I ate a lot of foodddd, XD I have to gain weight! :(

I felt upset.. I was slowly hurting him.. It sucks. I feel guilty. I mean, I should've known it from the start. But It's just that.. I didn't think it would be a big issue. :( What am I going to do with my guy friends? They like.. own a piece of me..

But of course, HE owns the half of me..

I'm torn.. I'm sick.. I feel like fainting..

I feel like sleeping, and be present in a sweet dream, where in worries are not allowed.. I just don't want to think that, I'm slowly losing myself in this situation. I have to get rid of this out of my system because it won't do me well...

and then.. there was this conversation with Bi.. that I would never share. Curious? No, not a chance. I'm sorry. Well I was just sharing that the convo I had with Bi was very... sensitive. I have to find myself. I have to find out what I really want. fast. Damn.