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Written at Thursday, May 20, 2010 | back to top

 OMGOMGOMGOMGSKDJKLSKJDLSKSDL. I am blogging again, aren't I? Well that's cool. :) I have so many things to share to you, dear blog. I am really sorry for being absent. You know I just came from my vacation right? It was really exhausting yet FUN and memorable at the same time. MEMORABLE. Yes, it is indeed.

I can't wait to come back to CDO. I really miss it. :( Camiguin was great and fun but I feel like all it did to me was to make me tanner. Like, sooo tan. And these tan lines look sexy but I still find it uncool. ;| I stayed at CDO for almost two weeks and believe me, those days were one of the best and special days I have ever had in my life. I don't really know why, because it feels so weird. Cause all we do at my Tita's house is to eat, sleep, watch cable, go to SM cause it's like 100 steps away, and just pig out and tease each other.

And the trips to my old school and our old house there, the subdivision and all, it made me feel nostalgic.

I met Frederick. Like, forreaaal. Again. The last time I saw him was three years ago. I was like, 12 then. So.. yes. I don't know why but the best day I have ever had since I stepped my foot on CDO was when I was with him. Okay, do not get me wrong cause he was my longtime elementary crush, but I don't know why our closeness, despite the distance, didn't fade one bit. Sure, I was really shy when I met him again (We met at Ketkai with two of my cousins) and then we watched Here Comes The Bride which he didn't really appreciate that much cause he's not into movies. But that's okay.

And then I invited him to come with us to our old school, where we first met. He agreed and we all rode a taxi, and he paid for it! He's like, so gentleman. Boo. I wish he wouldn't read this. Please don't. :P HAHA.

I feel like sharing something about him but I'm really sleepy. Maybe next time?

Just to clear it, we're just friends. :) Nothing more, nothing less. He's just a really great friend of mine. In case people are reading this. I just want to clear this out. :]

Oh, and yeah. All this Cebu drama thing is sooo wasted cause i'll be going home to CAVITE! And go to school at DLA! AGAIN. :) Yes, the thought of being a transferee and outcast really SCARED me to death. And I have never thought that this would be possible but indeed, God is great. I love you, God. Thank you for making this possible. :))

It was like a miracle, you know. I didn't really expect that I would go home, but I will. And that's just really bizarre and all. And oh, I don't know if I got bizarre's spelling right. I'm too tired to check it out on my dear friend google.

Been hooked up with Season 6 of Desperate Housewives. Why is Eva Longoria so damn hot? I like the plot even better, it's more exciting. :) And I bought DVD's of How I Met Your Mother and The Big Bang Theory. They're both hilarious, I swear. :*

Shhhht. I'm so sleepy. Mind if I go to my happy place now?

I love you, blog. :* Thanks forrrrrrr listening. Like duh. HAHA. :))

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.
Even the best fall down sometimes.
Written at Thursday, April 29, 2010 | back to top

 Now Playing: Collide - Howie Day.

I've been thinking of applying this song as my profile song here on my blog. I just love the tune and lyrics of this song! It's very meaningful. And I kind of relate to this song too.

Well anyway, I went to SM this morning with my uncle. I let him bought me this pair of shades. They're a combination of red and white. I like it. :) Anyway, I strolled and looked for a Paramore shirt but luck wasn't with me. That just sucks. Oh well. Sucks to be me.

Oh, Saturday's our expected arrival at Camiguin. We'll ride a boat tomorrow and I've heard that it's 12 hours til we get there. Awesome.. Just 12 hours to waste my time with myself. Maybe i'll just.. sleep or what.

Sorry if I didn't tell you the news, blog. Oh, right. me and Baby/Babe? He gave up on me yesterday. Like.. for real. He asked me if we could end this. And yes, it's painful. More than you will ever know. But I realized that, he's not really worth the tears and sorrow that I'm feeling. I guess I'm just really stupid to give my heart to him. Again and again. But I'm starting to learn my lessons already and I'm on the way to healing. I have to thank God for just being there. I know he is. and my friends are really supportive about this. and of course! My beloved fiance'.

But it's still hard. Really. But I guess my vacation to Camiguin will help lessen the burden. I hope it will. I know I will enjoy. I just hope that it wouldn't bug my mind. I deleted his number already, though I memorize it naman. Like fuck.

I have to repack my things! Shit. Blame mom! She even used my swimsuit! Damn it. Oh well.. I guess I'll be off for a week or two. I'm gonna miss you! And the people who constantly visits my blog to read bullshit. Really, I don't even know why you guys are reading this. But I'm flattered, anyway. So yes.. Ta-ta for now!

Love you guys!

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.
Written at Monday, April 26, 2010 | back to top

 So I'm home alone. Well, practically. Kuya just left because Ate Riza's gonna arrive at exactly.. Uhm, about now, I think? Then they'll be off to somewhere to spend their summer. Bummer. I am so fuckin' jealous. My trip to Camiguin will be on the end of the week, I guess. I simply just cannot wait THAT long, maan. I wanna go now. As i now. Deng.

Anyway.. I haven't eaten anything yet. I dunno. Guess I'm full, or not. I'm going to cook after this. And maybe download a movie or what. I'm pretty bored. Boo.

I want to start my story now. Maybe after I cook, I'll make a draft or what. I want to do something really productive this summer, you know. I just really couldn't think of any. All I do is sleep, go online, text and watch, and eat! Holy hell. This summer's makin' a big bum outta myself. Oh well.

I just sorted the clothes I'll be packing for the Camiguin trip! I picked two sundresses and sorted out shorts, and I'll be bringing two pairs of pants. My violet one and the new one mom bought for me. I think I'll bring my three inch black heels too? Shit, I'm just really excited. Even if it's only for a week. I miss everything about Camiguin. I've made wonders and been with such nice people. My freakin' cousins and funny relatives!

I remember how we used to swim and eat "kilawin" and make fun of ourselves. Especially if it's Fiesta. We'll stay at Mommy Emma's house, and there are like tons of visitors. It's so fun to finally meet new people. Interesting or not.

And oh, the roadtrip, maan! :)) Ate Eden told me we'll go to White Island and Ardent HotSpring. I miss Ardent! The water there's hot, like dayuuummm that's why it's called HotSpring. HAHA. Funneh, Dang. Just funneh.

Rollyn woke me up by calling me on my phone. I answered and she was like - "MOMMY-I-MISS-YOU-LIKE-PUTA-NAMAN-OH!" And I was like O_O cause I was really groggy that time. Matt took the phone and we talked, he told me they'll go to EK next week. Shit. Jealousy, man. I miss EK forreal. More over, I just really miss my friends. Oh, and Rollyn was like giving the phone to Enzo but he didn't wanna talk to me cause he's nahihiya daw and all. Well that's just sad. I wanted to talk to him. Oh well.

Oops.. time to cook, I guess.

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.
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So I don't really know what got into me 'cause I don't even know why I'm answering this survey. But I was reading Max's blog and found this, and since I am sooo bored, I just tried answering this. Okay, I am bored. Kayyy? :))


1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
- Oh, Ice cream! and my Babe. I searched for my phone and looked if he texted.

2. What did you do last night?
- I went online, then watched half of PBB. ate my midnight snack, went upstairs and painted my nails. :))

3. What is the most important part of your life right now?
- Myself. It has always been myself.

4. What would you rather be doing right now?
- I want to be with babe. Like.. forreal. Someone send me a ticket so I could go to Bicol and stay with him nawww? Or maybe to Manila. or.. yeah.

5. What did you last cry over?
- Babe. Always been.

6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset?
- My friends, of course! :) And foooodddd. lots of comfort food. :)

7. What are your plans tomorrow?
- Tomorrow? Maybe pack my things for the Camiguin trip, but I still don't know when I'll be leaving. I'd probably just go online again and clean the house and all that.

9. What are you worried about?
- My new school.

10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
- CAMIGUIN TRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP! Holy shit. I'm very much looking forward to it.


1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
- Yes, I think I did. Once. Haha. But I never had any intention to.. you know.

2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Of course. I have had my heart broken. Twice, thrice?

3. Have you ever played on a sports team?
- Yes. As a substitute. LOL. I don't want to be sporty and all.

4. Have you ever been out of the country?
- Yes. :)

6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
- Always. Haha. But truth is, I don't really care. ;))

7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
- NO! I am a good girl. :)

8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
- Not really 'dated', but I have been with someone younger than me.

9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?


1. Who was the last person you saw?
- My cousin Ceryz. :)

2. Who was the last person you hugged?
- My cousin again.

3. Who was the last person you called?
- I guess it's babe? But that was a long long time ago. Because I haven't had the chance to register to SuperUnli for quite a while.

4. Who was the last person to call you?
- OH IT'S BABE! :)) He called earlier. Shit. :">

5. Who was your first crush?
- Kuya Seph. :P

6. Who was the last person to text message you?
- It's a group message from Rollyn. :)

7.Who is the last person you texted?
- Rollyn too. :D

8. Who did you last yell at?
- My.. mom? Idrk.


1. When was your last shower?
- last night. HAHAHA! :)

2. When did you last see your mom?
- Just moments ago.

3. When was your last hug?
- Just recently.

4. When did you last dress up?
- Last night too.

5. When was the last time you cried?
- Just last last night.

6. When did you last go to the movie theatre?
- Last month. Haha. I am so yesterday.

7. When were you born?
- March 22, 1995.


1. Where do(es) your best friend(s) live?
- In Cavite. They all do! :)

2. Where did you last go?
- Upstairs.

3. Where did you last hang out?
- IDK. Haha. Somewhere out there.

4. Where do you go to school?
- I used to go to Divine Light Academy. But not anymore. Anyway, I'm still a proud DLA-nian. :)

5. Where is your favorite place to be?
- I want to be in Babe's arms.

6. Where did you sleep last night?
- In mom's room cause the aircon's really nice. HAHA. :P Mine sucks.


1. Do you like someone right now?
-Yes, I do.

2. Do they like you too?
- Well, yeah.

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
- When I was younger. But now, I feel really contented.

4. Do you know the muffin man?
- Yes, I do.

5. Does the future scare you?
- Quite.


1. Why are you best friends with your best friends?
- Because they accept me for who I am, and they will always be there for me, no matter how far the distance is.

2. Why did you get a Facebook?
- It's for my friends. To get chismis. LOL!

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
- I don't know. My parents are weird.

4. Why are you doing this survey?
- Because I am hella bored with nothing to do.


1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
- Mind reaaading! :) And teleport. :D

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
- I could go back in time, just to see my friends. But I will not change anything.

3. If you were stranded on a desert island and could bring one thing what would it be?
- My laptop! :)


1. Would you ever be friends with someone again, who you promised yourself you never would be because they were mean to you?
- My mind changes a lot. So I guess, yes.

2. Would you ever shave your head to save the person you love?
- Of course. :)


1. Name a dream you wish to fulfill
- To finally settle and be successful. :) That's it, I guess. 

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.
Ice creams and Strawberries.
Written at Sunday, April 25, 2010 | back to top

 Good Morning, world! :))

I woke up with a smile on my face -- again. Mom woke me up and told me there's Ice Cream in the fridge so I hurriedly stood up and went downstairs and ate while I'm online. It feels great 'cause Summer has been ultimately hot and I have been craving for Ice Cream since I don't know when.

Texted with babe earlier this morning and he was very sweet. I love it when we text like this. He's very cute. :3 Haha! :)) Honestly though, I cannot wait to see him again. :[ Sometimes it feels as though what we currently have is real but sometimes it seriously just doesn't make sense. Blah <- that makes more sense than that. But.. I just really want him to assure me that I am still the one.

Anyway, CAMIGUIIIIIINNNN. I cannot waiiiiit! :) Beach with my cousins, fun fun fun! This is the most exciting Summer I have had since I started to breathe. And will still be having. But I think Summer's going too fast. Now fuck that. Bummer.

I'm watching Showtime now. Vice Ganda mentioned Jejemons and JejeBusters again. Wow, they're going cliche' now. But I barely care. :P

Ughhhhh. I. Cannot. Believe. It. :|| It's. HOT. like. hell. fuccckkkk.

Been listening to You Told Me You Loved me by CinSun and it's such a sad song, really. :(((

-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.
Smiling just like God was her lover.
Written at Friday, April 23, 2010 | back to top

 Now Playing: Pink Hearts, Yellow Stars (Harlequin Lover) - Chicosci.

How can food be that delicious? Screw it up man i'm blowin my diet.

Haha. Diet? I was kidding. :P

Anyway, hmm.. No new updates. Still waiting for the Camiguin trip. I seriously can't wait, maan. This is like the best summer everrrrr. :))

Boo, I feel like my blogs are boring now. Well truth is, I don't really have a lot of exciting news to tell or what. I want to blog about things, but I'm feeling lazy.

I wanna see babe now. :(( I miss him. :((((((((((


-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.
You spell love the right way.
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 So I woke up with a smile on my face. Mom woke me up and told me that i'll go to CAMIGUIN! :) And I was like OMG-WHEN-I-COULD-DIE-RIGHT-NOW-YOU-KNOW and that was my OA self. I practically hugged her so much because I was damn happy about the news. She woke me up to ask me to go to her room cause i'm full of sweat and she wanted me to use the aircon and sleep on her room. So I did. :)

So GV. :)) and more GV because babe was so sweet. :) He was so generous enough to give me 80 points fer the Globe Rewards thing so I can go unli. Shiit. Kilig stuff. :)))

The only thing I'm worried about would be the school i'm going to go to. San Carlos, plox? Waaaa

Okay, I seriously do not know what else is there to blog about. Ohh! I watched Futurama cause kuya downloaded the first season. Shit-ass, twas sooo funneh like yeah. :D I might DL Glee too now. Certified GLEEK, it is.


-- when silence is torn, the night is broken.